8/10

Today was one of those days where a change occurs; our group etude today brought a wierd sort of trust with in our group. Despite the fact that the idea was not serious and required immense emotional support; we were all on the same wave lengths. Our etude to day was the "behind the scenes" right before a wedding. the boys and girls were separated and each had our own problems. I, ofcourse, was the bride and I have to say that if my wedding went that way I would be in hystarics unless these people were there. Despite all of the back stories and back stabbing our realationships and support of our realtionships was so concrete that even though one of my bridesmaids was trying to sabbatoge me, I still felt supported. We have begun the process of becoming a true ensemble. The energy we created because of that was incredible. As Sasha said,"A director could not direct that kind of atmoshpere." What was so rewarding for me was a renewed excitement for acting and the formation of trust in both my group and teachers. I was lucky that we had a high energy etude because I'm running out of steam...TGIF!
IT has been a whorl wind of the past couple days. The shows have been wonderfull and we have had 2-3 scenes that we work on per night and I now have three song to have prepared in the comming week. On the 15th we have a "festivle" with the Russian MXT students where we have to put on a show so we have also had rehearsals and meetings for that. Despite this crazyness I have found a lot of interesting internal... I don't know how to explain it but I feel really good. It might change in the next few but for today I feel really good!